He makes me feel
like Fire
and Ice
all at once
I am repelled at how
I am desperately,
infinitely attracted,
Dependent now
On the resolution
Of all his contradictions
Impatiently, I lovingly wait.
And in his eyes
Lifetimes of deceitful truths
And honest lies
Swirl around without a sound-
Kaleidoscopes
that I have found,
Addressed for only me to see-
Undressed
and longing to be free