Saturday, December 01, 2012

When You Start it's Hard to Stop/Trapped





To learn little by little 
with infinite time,
insurmountable space
to my personal mime
languid, ethereal
imprisoned, cerebral
idyllic enchantment-
 are you ephemeral?
In search for denouement
imprisoned in verses
forgive how I'm toxic
and strangely quixotic
I'm still quite fragmented
and you're tessellated
ubiquitous lassitude
bound and unaided
If this leads to pathos
well, I'm already jaded
If this leads to elation,
I can be over sated
this fixation, I'm wishing
to meet its cessation,
like this maddening rhyming
I'm now terminating.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

You Remind Me of Someone that I Don't Remember



















You remind me of someone that I don't remember
every time I hear your voice I feel I've heard it before
In a rush of warm familiarity you are endeared to me
And every note in your warm tone is a rediscovered memory

I feel like I've been where we are
In this space of knowing and not knowing and learning
And your smile is a smile I feel I've previously seen
Nostalgia's embrace, all consuming

You remind me of someone that I don't remember
and every time I hear your words I feel I've held them close before
it whispers back to me, this dull ache, this blunt joy
a discarded truth I feel I'm again to employ

Its still in my fingertips, the curve of familiar lips
And without sense I search your face for my fingerprints
and when you laugh I hear the points where our voices embraced
are they neon intimations of impressions erased?

You remind me of someone that I don't remember
and a part of my heart itches and burns, trying to recollect
in a maze with an undertone of confusion and regret-
with no answers allowed to give me solace
not now, not just yet.